jan update

its meee hi!! i hope evyerone is doing OK enough, i will probably end up trying to use a different website for main blogging purposes, i want to make a more.. comprehensive blog space that is Also more central to everyone i am trying desperately to keep track of and contact with in some form U_U and this site as cool as it is is really off the radar.... its not easy to use as a Main Space as is :(

ive been doing Ok, still got me hrt yay :] and still volunteering *trying to be in a place to be able to do more* still job searching, oo so happy about getting a family doctor tho and hopefully getting on the track towards therapy *still have to pay out of pocket but GOD my brains a mess*

i made my room Slightly more habitable, its actually got shelving!!! ^_^ so long Big Piles in the middle of my room, hello bookshelf and cat shelves :]!!

i still havent been drawing as much as id like to, but ive made some doodles im quite proud of :D

besides for this little diary post of things ive been up to/thinkin about/feelin wahtever, i will also send picture of doodle :)



(i still badly want to make little clay things but my adhd/dissosiaction/ literally all parts of my brain kind of just Not focuising on that rn akjsdghf)