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I've been really busy doing multiple different volunteer things, overloading and overwhelming myself and subsequently falling into a rhythm of doing A Lot of things for a couple days and then Absolutely Nothing for a couple of days. I've started trying to twitch stream again recently, mostly because job search is horrible and whether or not I can make any money (or more hopefully raise money for other ppls fund needs), I'm gonna b playing random games for hours by myself usually anyways so streaming it is barely any different.

I've been trying to draw more again, my tablet is playing badly with CSP so i lose pen pressure or just pen being usable At All, its annoying but ive made stuff im happy with

-I accidentally pressed enter and it posted the post LMAO,

Anyways, if u see this maybe think of checking out some of this music ive been listening to recently! I've been burning more cds and taking advantage of bandcamp friday, thers so many people out in the world makin art its incredible!!







(this artist is gonna be doing a concert i can actually go to, and might in September!! ^_^)

lalala!!

Oct. 29th, 2024 12:53 pm
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i love emotional ups and sdowns yayyy, still no luck w jobs but im gonna try to just push to tabling at art markets for Soemthing, watching cooking recipe videos and not having the extra cash to splurge on ingredients is SAD!!! oo and rewatched Childs Play the original, love that movie, forgot how creepy chucky is in it!

also i had like two edible gumies last night and its so funny cause 1 is barely anything but two is woaahh... im a piece of shit stoner smh!! asjkdfh, i think i prefer less though and it just made me really want like medication for making my brain focus More (cause it certainly made my brain focus LESS!!)

also surprisingly ive been getting way into Life is Strange, cause a random streamer i follow just happened to be playing the second game when i chose to check his stream! i love tragic and dramatic stories, and the movie like style of these type of games is entertaining for my brain when i dont wanna focus on heavy gameplay :] and it turns out that the second game was on a huuuge sale so like 6 bucks!! im playing it now w my siblings but terry finds it stressful LOL makes sense xP. im a huge sucker for sad psychic powers, and since i have the first game cause of steam family share ill probably go back and check it out :o! i havent seen anything about that game in like ten years so i have only fuzzy memories of the events and stuff, im in the mood for melodrama!

ive been doing a lot of volunteer stuff, kinda in the cycle of Doing a Bunch in a small amount of time and then having to sit in the house for a week lol, but i hope that having T prescription back will help w mood/energy xP! less than a week now :D!! and then i still gotta actually set appointments for like a family family doctor woops! i feel like im at a constant snails pace but its something at least!

hope u all've been doing okay, staying warm, eatin yummy foods and bein hydrated! the video i found on how to make shawarma at home w/o rotisserie is sooo tempting me, being able to make it whenever i would be unstoppable!! wats smthn yummy you lvoe to eat but have never cooked urself/want to be able to cook? food awseome yaaya :D

Rambles

Sep. 27th, 2024 01:41 am
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i like that i got an undercut or whatever it is, i like how my long hair looks atm but the growing out fuzzies underneath are my favorite :] i go back n forth on my hair length but either way appreciate not having to style it, im mostly keeping it long atm for practicality thru the winter months ^_^

it is very difficult to want to/start to do more things and then have to keep track of all of them! but its fun! time is weird, yeesh! and everytime i do a zoom meeting and it isnt the end of the world i get stronger, it reminds me that i like volunteering and interacting with people, even if its hard to communicate sometimes its worth it!!

its taking a lot of effort not to get a half off new in box button press when i really dont necessarily Need it but want to use it for things i probably wont go thru with entirely xP! but i alsoo found awesome buttons on an online archive at the same time and its not helping x,D

 a yellow button with black text that reads: This smile's for you. from the button museum

like, look at this!! (i couldnt figure out how to use the image url to insert it, so i had to add it to my images collection) its delightful. although i wonder who in the area/in what org has a button press and i could just design buttons if i have any ideas xD! wait, this also reminds me of those 88 x 31 buttons people make to represent their blogs!! i gotta make one xU they remind me of deviantart old badges nostalgia

also, everyone deserves to feel cared for and it makes me infinitely sad that it isnt the case!! but maybe it will kick me off my ass of being mean to myself because i am sick and tired of everyone including me feeling bad about themselves cause of shitty situations!! i will thrive specifically because i need to make sure people know how awesome they are !!!!! also i cleaned my room today yay :D

maybe next post i will post a cool drawing or picture!! ive been trying to edit images to use as assets on posts. i have a bunch of cute stickers and wanted to try making them usable on website so even if i use them somewhere else or give them away i can use them to decorate :D! i need to use the lazy susan next time i try to make a rotating object gif tho...

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